I am an artist, author.  I am not super woman.   .

What good is a fit body if it is not accompanied by a fit. mind? 

I NEED to be a creative person or I am not me. Simple as that.  I would prefer to be fat that non creative.   I would prefer to die a couple of years sooner due to a few extra kilo on me that to die never having fulfilled all my creative goals.

There often is no time to do everything and I have set my priorities and refuse to feel guilty about my choice. .
So there, lol,  I have expressed my fitness goals and that exist, I believe them, I will work toward them but I I need to make a cut back on any individual day, dur to being unable to achieve all my action plans on that day, then I will cut back on my exercise program.

I will do the best I can on the fitness front but if I have to make a choice given the time I have available to do things in I refuse to allow the creative me to be pushed aside any more